May what I have been doing since the last time that I saw and until this night be burned, and may every word that I have written be erased. How can you do that? How do you do that? Why you? How come my whole life is framed within your eyes? My every action seems to be meaningless if it’s not to rebuild the bridge that was burned between us. Infinite questions poured into my overwhelmed mind when I saw you. Such a one in a million chance is that in which I saw you tonight. Such amount of regret is that which have drowned me tonight. For I have done nothing, nor have I spoken a single word. It feels like hands are pushing against my chest, and rusted knives are running through my old wounds, and the salt of these tears is making it all the more painful. Erase everything I said, everything I did, it means nothing. When I saw you tonight I realized that everything in my life is nothing without you. Such a loss is that which have fell upon me tonight. Heavier than those dark skies above. The words of comfort from others that were told to me meant nothing at all, as if they were spoken in a language I do not know of. The ambitions, dreams, and past and what lies in my future are all nothing if they are not attached to you. I’m forever buried without you, and I only realized it when I saw you. I thought I was strong, that I didn’t need you anymore. I thought you were weak and that what you have gone through broke you more than you broke me, I thought that we were even but oh how mistaken I was. You were perfect, smiling, talking and living every single moment of your life, and let this be a reason for all not to blame me for wanting you. But what could have I done, or said? Nothing, I felt like a dead soul watching the living from another realm, so far away from you. You’re untouchable anymore, and it’s so cruel, so unjust, so unfair. If anything would change it, it would be you and no one else but you. I don’t blame you for not gifting me with being with you for I don’t deserve such a perfect someone like you. This pain is so heavy on my shoulders, it’s leaning on me, pushing my face into the sands of my regret and suffering. As if the last time I saw you time had paused and only tonight it started to move again, for the pain of yesterday felt as if it was born today when I saw you again for the first time in more than half a year. Keep me buried beneath these sands, it’s meaningless to be above without you, for without you I don’t know where I am, or where I will go, or who I am, or anything at all, and my only friend tonight are endless tears.
The past few months I have been hanging out with many friends, a group of 7 friends and sometimes more. It was fun, but, the consequences were not fun at all later on. Lately, many problems started happening between me and each one of those friends. Why? It’s because our friendship was weak, we were tied to each other by thin lines instead of thick ones because we were hanging out with a large group of friends, so we don’t have long one to one talks which can help us understand each other more and cherish one another.
To me, one faithful great friend is better than a million friend.
If you hang out with one friend, you understand him more, learn more about him, and become a deep real friend with him. This can decrease the chances of you breaking up or fighting over ridiculous matters, you both would be willing to sacrifice for one another. If you have a large group of friends, hang out with each one of them alone to understand each one more. This is why I believe one friend is better than two.
The King of Pop died at 50 in Los Angeles at UCLA Medical Center due to cardiac arrest, which means that a problem in the circulation of his blood occurred due to his heart failing to function properly.
Michael Jackson was rehearsing hours before he died. Those with him said he looked fine but arrived late, instead of coming at 7 PM he arrived at 10. Stars like Madonna, Timberlake, Schwarzenegger, Diddy, and Ice T mourn the King of Pop and express their emotions to the loss of one of the biggest icons in music.
It’s weird when somebody like Michael Jackson dies, a whole era seems to be fading out. Let us remember him by the legendary music he made, and the entertainment he gave to the whole world. Your music and dance moves were always legendary to me Michael. Rest in peace.
Just moments ago when I signed into WordPress I saw the above. It seems like ghosts are blogging on WordPress.
Here’s what I do and when I do it:
- 09:00 PM Sleep
- 06:00 AM Wake up
- 06:15 AM Have 200ml of milk with 35g of Kellogg’s Frosties and chat with Dad
- 06:45 AM Read newspapers
- 07:00 AM Run for one hour
- 08:00 AM Take a bath
- 08:30 AM Go to coffee shop and blog
- 09:30 AM Work on my music on my laptop also in the coffee shop
- 10:30 AM Go back home
- 11:00 AM Work on my website
- 02:00 PM Have lunch
- 03:00 PM Work on my website
- 06:00 PM Work on my music or hang out with friends
- 09:00 PM Sleep
For those of you who watched Mazinger when they were kids, rejoice! There is a new Mazinger anime that has been airing since April 4. Koji stars the series with all the original characters. Also the same art is used. The series is ongoing and will be a single season of a total of 26 episodes.
This is a video of a real GUNDAM Japan has built in Tokyo. It’s really amazing. I like Japan’s devotion to anime, it’s like no other around the world.
